Ok. there is seldom times where I dislike people. even if I do , I know first impressions are good for shit. So I try to give people a second change. But some people are just AHH!!!

If I could i would rip his balls!!Bastard! I am so pissed!
I feel like I am losing Nona and I dont want to. We barely see each other anymore. I know she is busy with work , and her husband, since he is in fucking Dayshop!
I just feel like im losing friends , without even doing anything. It seems I am good at it too! Go I am so stupid!!!I nedd someone to come slapt me. This shit always ends on a bad note. I am tired on thinking that there is anyone out there that is meant to be called a best friend!