Would it be right to say "Farewell Yuma" already?

With everything that it going on..I decided that if everything goes as planned I will be out of Arizona by March. It is a lot sooner than what I was planning, but I am getting anxious. I want to leave and just start building something worth while in Seattle.
The only problem with that now is , the more I think about it , the weirder I feel at the thought of leaving my good friends here. It gives me a very weird feeling.
Don't have many , but the ones I do have , well I will miss dearly.
i know I've said in previous posts that I got used to having friends come and go, but it never gets any easier. Especially when the friends I make are close to my heart. The older someone gets , the stronger the friendships they form, in my opinion. I think i will have a hard time saying goodbye this time around. Time to grow up now..and stop kidding around. Real world here I come!

Life is always full of obstacles. I have learned that it doesn't really matter how "bad " you want things to work out. If you leave it be at some point, somewhere everything fall right where it belongs. It might be childish to view it that way, but I think that everything works out at the right time and at the right place.
It is very hard to see it that way when you are suffocating and think there is nothing good at the end of the day, but somehow, things always work out. I supposed our lives are what me make of it. We sometimes complain about such insignificant things when there are people in the world that are worst off than we are, but somehow they make it through.
I am struggling with many things , trying to understand and accept things I cant change. It is hard to let go of the past and look forward to the future when you dont get closure.
I wish life would be easy. In a different world I see life as being very simple. Uncomplicated and free of the struggles and hardships some people have to go through. i wish I would have all the right words to describe what goes through my mind and what I am feeling. How it doesn't matter how bad of a day I've had, I always know that with time everything will get better. Always.