Ok. there is seldom times where I dislike people. even if I do , I know first impressions are good for shit. So I try to give people a second change. But some people are just AHH!!!

If I could i would rip his balls!!Bastard! I am so pissed!
I feel like I am losing Nona and I dont want to. We barely see each other anymore. I know she is busy with work , and her husband, since he is in fucking Dayshop!
I just feel like im losing friends , without even doing anything. It seems I am good at it too! Go I am so stupid!!!I nedd someone to come slapt me. This shit always ends on a bad note. I am tired on thinking that there is anyone out there that is meant to be called a best friend!

Yes , I have changed my blog name. Don't get me wrong , i like being in the States, but 4 years isn't a very long time to fully get accustomed , to everything that happens here:) Don't start throwing stones at me , just because of the name I chose. Don't like it?
Then DON'T READ IT !


Cius:D

Ok , so we all LOVE Robert Pattinson , but what the hell is he doing with his facial hair? Really come on Rob ...we like clean !


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You would think, that being 20 years old, and Alex being 22, we would be more mature about some things. Well, let me tell you , you were wrong...were no where near being mature, in some situations.
So , since we miss Seattle and snow so bad....on Sat we decided , we should go see some snow. We woke up at 11 and by the time we fully decided to go, it was 2. The only thing that sucked, was that, he had to check back in from his leave the next day at 12..:) Yeah .
We decided, that we should drive to Flafstaff, insead of Big Bear or Mt High. So we drove 4 freaking hours, right? We dont have any winter gear, so we were thinking that , in any case, we could just rent some snowboards and skiis. Well, we got to the Snowbowl at 7, I think. Man, we were going up the mountain , and everyone was coming down. WE were laughing at the fact that , we were the only ones , going up with a sedan.:))
Funny thing is , when we got up , there, everything was closed. EVERYTHING!!! What the hell?! Isnt this supposed to be a Ski Resort?? Who do you think, was laughing now?! Us? Or the guys that closed everything up?!..Yeah ..
I still cant believe the fact , that they dont have a ski slope , or whatever , you guys call it , that has lighting ! Seriously! The Ski resort opens at 8, I think and at 4 the skilift closes! What the hey?!Thats is?? Honestly people, you dont know how to make the buck! We were actually pissed. We just drove 4 hours , just to freaking , see what?!
Oh wait , yeah snow! We would probably enjoyed it more, if we could have done anything! Dang it! And it was cold too!-14 degrees Celsius?! Holy Cow that is cold!!!
But wait. Since we are so mature, we looked for a sledding, tubbing, place.
Went to the gas station , bought 2 sleds?! ( i think thats what they call it), you know , the plastic ones:)), went to this place, which of course was pitch black, left the lights from the car on , and started sledding lol. it was 9 o'clock at night, in the middle of nowhere, cold as hell, -1 degrees F this time, that means - 18.5 degrees Celsius. Lemme tell you ! COLD!!! We went down the hill a couple of times, cuz um , I was a little scared. With no lights, and no pleople around, it felt just like a scene out of a horror movie. You know the cheapt ones? Where a bunch of teens , decide to be invincible and live life, and go out in the woods , and there is a pshycho? or some weird animal , finishing them off?..yeah that kind of feeling. Creepy!
So after , we got done , freezing and tubbing, we got in the car and Alex let met like skid on ice! Sweettt! Ride ! I`ve never done that before , but I loved it!!!
Man, we were dumb.
And after 2 hours in the snow, we kinda just drove back home ...yeah ..we got home at 4 in the morning! But honestly?! IT was WORTH IT!!! whoooo hooo!

Well, there went Christmas. We had people over, and somehow, something was missing. I coulndt really put my finger on it, even though ,I kinda know , what was missing. HOME and MOM . Home as in Romania...yeah it sucked. And mom , cuz i miss her everyday:) Oh geez, I dont think The Holiday Season , will ever be the same . I mean i know that Home is wherever you feel like home , but how can i explain it , when the only time Home as in Romania home , only feels like home during holidays, birthdays and celebrations? Isnt that selfish? I am , lets say, getting by, just fine , because idont want to go overboard, every other single day , that i am here...this sucks!!! I wish i could pull my hair out and scream , and scream and scream....

Wishes!

with Christmas just around the corner , I want to wish you guys a very , Merry Christmas. I hope that , no matter you have planned, whatever you wish for , you will get it and then some.
I love Christmas time..the feeling around this holiday. Even thought I cant say the same thing , about all the things I have to do today, and tomorrow. I have to clean the house, go buy whatever groceries i still need, cook, and tomorrow put the tree up. I know most people would consider that weird, but we always put our christmas tree up , on christmas Eve. Nona was giving me a hard time about that:) Nona , I still have a long way to go untill , i get used to the traditions ,americans have:) I am sorry , I dont want to offend anyone, but that`s the truth.

Well, you guys have the jolliest Christmas , you can have ! And wish me luck with all the cooking I have planned. *sights*..maybe i bit more than i can chew ..:)

Inglorious Basterds!

Kind of late but ...Me takes bows in front of Quentin Tarantino!
"All bow to the master of Inglorious Basterds"
This has got to be the best movie of the year by far..in the comedy/action/drama?! area! It is Freaking brilliant!!!!! I loved it. I dont know why it took me this long to watch it , honestly because i wanted to see it since it came out.
Man it was a nice ass movie! And i gotta bow in front of Brad Pitt for his acting. Even though I dont really like the fella I gotta admit: he was awesome!
I loved all the French/German/Italian action :)
All i can say is WOW!!!!

Once again *takes a bow for the master behind this movie*