Well, there went Christmas. We had people over, and somehow, something was missing. I coulndt really put my finger on it, even though ,I kinda know , what was missing. HOME and MOM . Home as in Romania...yeah it sucked. And mom , cuz i miss her everyday:) Oh geez, I dont think The Holiday Season , will ever be the same . I mean i know that Home is wherever you feel like home , but how can i explain it , when the only time Home as in Romania home , only feels like home during holidays, birthdays and celebrations? Isnt that selfish? I am , lets say, getting by, just fine , because idont want to go overboard, every other single day , that i am here...this sucks!!! I wish i could pull my hair out and scream , and scream and scream....