Twilight Craziness- im one of them (not that crazy thought)

Ok im not a freak. It just so happens that I`m a Twilight Fan hehe.
Ok so you can tell ive read the Twilight Saga right? (well kinda cheated ...saw the movie). Had no clue whatsoever bout the movie, about the book until Olga and Adrian came over in November last year and wanted to see the movie. (she was kinda excited bout it...) Me?! Not so much..I thought it was another vampire movie ,like all the other ones and honestly these kinda movies kinda annoy me because im romanian and dohhh and most of you know about Dracula lol...Correction on that: Vlad the Impaler !! For Gods sake! He wasnt a vampire!..
Ok. No clue about what the movie or the book was.I saw that tickets for it came out like way before the movie came out and they were already sold out. Hmmm strange but i didnt give it alot of thinking. Coming out of the movie theatre i remember Olga being all excited , but i was still in no direction. or maybe i was. Vampire that falls in love with a human. Ha! Like it was the first movie with the same storyline. After downloading the movie off the internet I kinda started to see why every girl in the world loved the book and of course the movie. The love story! Ok. So what? It was just a love story like many others before that ,right? Why should this one be different?
For some it was the passion , for others the actor (every girl in the world giggles at the thought of Rob Pattinson, right?). After watching the movie over and over and over again( ha yeah kinda sound obsessive,huh?) i decided to go buy the books: New Moon , Eclipse and Breaking Dawn, but not before asking Malina if they were worth the almost 60 bucks i was bout to spend on em. Sure enought got a possitive answer.
I was never a fan of books...in fact i honestly hated reading because i just wasnt interested in books at all, besides my Holocaust and Psychology books. Freaky?! Yah! Mainly because i dont believe in the make believe world that exists in the books, life thought me better than that.
True, i bever read a book to really get a chance to state what i just said , until ha Twilight Saga came out ! Who would have thought that from all of the books out there i was going to read the most "make believe and imaginary" book. What and irony!!
I saw reading as a wate of time, but took a chance with this one. Going head on!!
Ok. So in my lunch i go to Barns And Noble to get the books. Only bought the three books because i saw Twilight, but I need to get that one too. Went back to my office and started reading i think around 1 .Before long i was sucked in New Moon trying to put together pieces from the movie to get a better undertanding of the book. Before i realized it it was already 5 and i had to go home...What the heck?!! did i just wasted four hours? (the most well wasted hours in such a long long time, I thought)
Still i couldnt get what happened...there are days when my work day seems endless.But now...it was too short. I had to go home and keep reading ..i was kinda at tha point way over my head !!! Totally loved the book and i couldnt let my hands off of it. This was beginning to feel weird . Since when did i fall for love stories between vampires???!! and humans?
YOu have got to be S***ing me!!! But i went with the FLOW Ha! What was the worse it could happen? Get bored and realize that it was just fantasy? UUU spooky.
Ok so i got home , feed the dog, got a pudding out of the fridge and started to read the book again. This was kinda awesome, the feeling ,the places where the book takes you .
After all the story was an ordinary one and at the same time it was out of the ordinary. She is just an ordinary girl , kinda clumsy , just a regular girl like me and so many others. He..hmmm was the main point.
Probably thats why i like the books because , even though he doesnt have anything human in him and he is design to kill fall irevocably in love with this ordinary girl. And he would be able to do anything for her , but the books dont really tell the story from his perspective...only from hers. So you kinda want more and more and more.
Of course i have read the firsts 12 chapters of Midnight Sun because it was the climax !HA! In the books it was obvious that he was in love with her and didnt care if he would sacrafice himself for her ,but they were focused more on her thoughts .
Couldnt help myself in not reading it , because we all know that when girls fall in love everything changes. I wanted the Story from his point of view. The passion that he had for her...ahhhh !!!!
Rumors say that Stephanie Meyers wont finish Midnight Sun just because of the illegal leak. "AH that dumbass that had nothing else what to do other than posting her rought draft" HOPE YOU CHOKE ON SOMETHING!!!!
It would suck to let everyone hang on a string , because im pretty sure everyone read it already. It is way to good not to.
We can all understand that she is mad but that isnt a big enough reason for not writing the book , is it? ( it would really suck!)
Most of us want to know!
Will she or wont she???!