Friday

Oh man we had a busy Thursday:) .I took my math final, 82 outta 100 point just because..i kinda hurried up to get done..and i didnt really paid attention to signs:) But i still finished with an A:)) First A in my life in Math ohhhh yeah!!!
Before my math final the girls: Nona and Pam came over to tan and the boys:Alex, Aaron or Suggs lol and Coffee were building a new computer for Fisher:)) My dorky husband :)
And after the final, came home, lol i wanted to celebrate. Ate some Taco Bell and i was planning on celebrating right? Wrooooooong!
I was looking around me yeah i dranked a lil, but i was tired, hella tired from the sun. And I think it was 10 at night when these 3 guys came and they were waisted!! Like really waisted...
I know that i should be laughing at than, everybody else seemed to be laughing , but i was kinda like "GEt the hell outta my house" because i know they are not able to stop and guess who`s cleaning in the morning , because shes a clean freak? ME of course:). They were all laughing and having a good time , giggling about how drunk they are , and it seemed to me that they were even proud of it ...
I dont want to be mean but lol if that something to be proud of , than you , have a big problem . When i told Pam that I am 19 her mouth fell open. She was like "You act way mature than 19".."Thanks.. i murmured back" She is not the only one that told me that, my husband reminds me that im 19 every single day..so does my mom, when i told her i want to take online classes and take a second job...But for some reasons they want me to be all mature even thought they tell me i should act like im 19..live my life..
Live my life how? DRinking? Being stupid? Eh thats fine im way mature for that lol=))
I , sometimes feel like im trapped in a 19 year old body ,but my mind is flying towards being 80 , weird huh?!
I have been trying to find the balance between been way to mature and being 19 ..for some reason i cant find it ,like its hiding from me :) and im in no mood for hide-and-seek!Get over here you ...you ..you Ahhh!!!!I'll catch up to you one day, one far away day:)