Dear Diary II

Ok so here is a quote that i love" Each day is a gift,not a given right"..I just had to write it down before I got a chance to forget it.I dont even know what to write about!
It seems that all my thoughts just flushed away.I would like to share with you , all that passed thru my mind, but that is never a good idea , because that would mean , I am letting myself unprotected.Not such a pleasent feeling , trust me. I have tried it before ,and I almost lost my heart, in the process of sharing my thoughts and emotions.
I can feel my heart beating , really fast. Days will be so long, now. why is that when , something you dremt about, takes such a long time to go thru?!
Oh gosh i cant believe its the third day , and i am dreading to write something!!
Dude! Get over it!
I can write about whatever i want!
Even if it is crazy?! I wonder ! Eh it doesnt count!
And there goes my head again..wooshing thoughts , just like the bees i have around my switch room!
Good thing about those is that with Mr Exterminator they die..and i cant really say the same about my thoughts, can i now?!
Why cant we just blow thru one ear and they would just come out on the other one?!It would make it just so much easier for me, it would make me relaxed as hell:)
I am currently listening to Shanin - Yasmine! I love the song! Thanks to a friend that i recently met. Brendan. He is From Namibia:) Thank you again for the song:) And the conversations. YOu really did help me.
Other than that, i dont really know.
I dont really have the patience for anything these days. I am not working on Thursday, Friday( because of 4th of July), and then theres the weekend, and Monday and Half on Tuesday that i am going to have to go thru . I am exactly like a kid , when he wants something, he knows he is going to get it , but doesnt have the patience to wait for his gift! I guess now i understand kids that scream and throw fits when thet want something, or wanting it sooner than expected.
Hmm.. what else can i talk about?! I dont want to go into deep subjects , like i told Narcis , because i dont really think i am in the right state of mind , and i dont want to make a foul out of myself!