In another order

Ok so ...i kinda avoided thinking about the books lately right?hmmm ot really working for me lol..my phone rings , all my cd`s in the card remind me of the books...what the freak ,dude?!
Am I slowly but surely getting there?!I dont want too, because i really dont want to be like those chicks that just dream about him and would just do pretty much anything to like get his atteintion:) hmmm..maybe i might be saved, or cured..but since i am re-reading Breaking Dawn again for the n time...i really doubt it !
uh uh uh I think it is time to admit that i have a problem. I heard admitting it , admitting ur addiction will help you recover faster!
My fellow Twilighters , now I am one of you :)):)):)) you either slap me to get outta it or u will just take me under your wings so i wont feel like a weirdo !