Rough night, last night

Soooo, I went shooting for the first time in my life! It was the coolest thing ever~ *giggles* . I honestly loved it.
We went out in the dessert and I got to soot a shotgun! I was totally afraid that as soon as I was going to pull the trigger , I was going to eject myself , or better said the power of the gun was going to like throw me backwards:)), that didnt happened and i caught a taste for shooting, gotta do it next time, with a pistol aha!
It felt strangely relaxing.Getting all that frustration out of me !Pff! Awesome!

Another subject that annoys the hell outta me.Kinda. Being sexxy...hmmmi honestly have no clue how to do it ,and if i try , i have the feeling i try to hard and i look dumb.I have been surrounded my whole life, by guys, almost, so as you can imagine i am kind of a tumbboy.. .I like wearing jeans and my chuckies and just a plain t-shirt.Nothing wrong with that...in my head!
The reason why I dont like dressing up is because first of all, high heels , require a lot of concenttration ( keeping your back straight, knees, head) all of that, and second of all because everytime i do dress up people look at me. Scratch that. Stare at me and with my luck one of those days i'll trip on something and make a fool outta myself.I kinda like not being in everyones wispers or stares...It is just me.
For me, my 40 some bracelets ( colored ones), smiley face t-shirt and some jeans work just fine :)
I mean , when i have to go to an event , i'll dress up , but lets just put it at Dreesing really really fancy isnt my style, or doesnt represent me at all.
I can just imagine myself, high heels. being al dressed up, walking and then puf i fall ! Oh No! I am no dumb barbie lol . If i say I cant really do it, then I wont try:))
I love being weird.See, but when people look at me , when i wear my chucks I am totally fine , because i know nothing will happen. I just hate attention :))
I think it is good feeling sexxy :) once in a while.
Ok so i think i am done with my lecture on sexxiness hmm..there isnt much to cover!I am sorry for all the ladies out there ,that think i am a bum right now:)
I am sitting in an office the whole day, where I freeze my derierre off, if i might add, not doing much , just blogging and reading, so excuse-moi if i dont really want to dress up, just so that i can get outta here an ice-cube:)